February 2012
21 posts
[o12] Lost Soul
Do you ever feel like you’ve lost your way?
You used to have this amazing creativity and passion and then it just disappeared and survival took its place?
I’m not sure how it happened or how to get it back but it kills me to think about it….
[o11] This Valentines Day
Never thought I would find Opera to be moving or touching until tonight…I’ve never really experienced it till today but I didn’t fancy it either. However, today I was definitely impressed at it and amazed and could even feel a strange tickling sensation at the back of my eyes to some songs that were sung live at the function I worked at this valentines day. Quite touching it...
[o10]
My mum used to tell me, “why did I ever have to give birth to a daughter like you…,” sometimes when she was annoyed at us. Those kind of phrases, you never forget for the rest of your life…they haunt you. They just keep coming back and in the end you can’t help but wonder to your self about why you had to come into this world and how everything would have indeed been...
“It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us...”
– Alex Karev, Grey’s Anatomy (via wrists)
Some things they say on that show make so much sense…
[oo9] burning up inside
Wondering if I’m doing the right thing or am I getting myself into a bigger mess than I’ve got myself into in my current state? I tell myself that I need this and that it’s a miracle in itself that I found it…but thinking about it gives me such a bad headache and it’s all just a bit too much on top of a seven day work week….however, I can’t complain...
[oo8] where oh where are you mr motivation?
Why must it be so hard to get my stuff together and get to the gym that is only a few blocks away from my house?
Why do I feel so damn exhausted as soon as I set foot in my room…doesn’t help that I have an amazing bed made of heaven to tempt me into relaxation….but I need to get myself to the gym today, right now…
[oo7] bin men
These days, I’m awake before the bin men arrive to empty all the bins for our building and the one next door, making an unbelievable amount of noise as usual and It sure is satisfying to not be awoken by them haha
[oo6] customer service
So I went to Myers today to return a product that I had bought in a shopping frenzy where I let myself buy something I didn’t even need just for the sake of spending money because it does give you a strange satisfaction to be the owner of something new.
I didn’t have the receipt for the item but I had been told that I could still get the full $50 back as Myers credit to spend in the...
[oo5] what access to an endless supply of amazing...
Now that I’ve experienced new and exciting jams like strawberry and vanilla, pear and cinnamon, mango and ginger….I can never go back to ordinary boring jams like just strawberry, or just apricot or just orange marmalade. I have become even more high maintenance and less easily satisfied with the usuals haha
[oo4] the irony of life
Just when you think life is going so beautiful…something happens that makes you realize that it’s never gonna stay this way…
